星空下 布满着 真实的诱惑
战鼓声 喧闹着 慢慢靠近了我
眼神里 有勇气 心也有了回应
从过去 到今天 是你选择了我
今夜诉说 彼此的梦
新的未来 就要展开 

真的很好听呢。。。F.I.R即将在12月25日推出新专辑了。。。

请大家多多支持哦。。。!!!

我到底在想什么。。。

我不知道。。。

总觉得我自己就有很多问题存在。。。

想说出来。。。

但却不知道该对谁说。。。

也不知道该不该说出来。。。

但最后我还是选择不说了。。。

我不想别人为我担心。。。

我宁可自己不开心。。。

有时在想我真的有“真心”对我的朋友吗。。。

我需要真心对待我的。。。真的关心我。。。了解我的朋友吗

我不敢想。。。

也许我真的是“多余”的那位吧。。。

不管以前到现在的朋友。。。

我觉得到目前为止并没有“一个”真真了解我的人。。。

我真的感觉不到......

我就不能有脾气呢。。。？？

别人发脾气就是正常的

而我发脾气就是我的错。。。

为什么呢。。。？？

难道我就不是人吗。。。？？？

我也是人类。。。！！

我也有情绪的。。。也会有开心。。。不开心。。。生气的时候。。。

平时我不发脾气不代表我就不能发脾气。。。！！

当我一发脾气就会被别人说。。。你不可以发脾气。。。

这是什么话。。。？？当我看到这个我更加生气了。。。难道我都没有生气的权利吗。。。？？

最近的我很容易就会不爽。。。

我已经尽量在克制自己。。。让自己不要发脾气。。。

但我能吗。。。？？我真的不知道。。。

只希望不要有人真的把我惹火。。。否则我真的会爆发。。！！

i have nothing to say...

sometimes feel that i'm extra...

am i...??

maybe some people will think that i'm stupid...says that is my problem...

what's the point to make self like that...??

i don't know why i keep having this kind of mind and thinking...

my problem...??

maybe...

好久没看到你了。。。

好久没听到你的声音了。。。

很想念你的样子。。。是否变了样呢。。？？

我有很多东西想和你说。。。

刚在看着你的照片。。。

突然眼泪也从眼角滑下来了。。。

也不知道干嘛。。。

真的很想念你。。。

翻了整本相簿。。。

原来我才和你合照过一张照片而已。。。而且是在我小时候。。。

我会好好珍惜这“唯一”一张照片。。。

最近很喜欢这首歌。。。

很感动。。。听了都想哭。。。

D4's back...

happy birthday to you...

happy birthday to my best brother jeffrey~

happy birthday again...

this our 2nd time help you celebrate your birthday...^^

1 time is last year during 1st sem...

anyway...wish you happy always...stay handsome more...

don't be so emo already...when you emo...everyone worry about you...

especially me...hui...teng...cause we are your best friends...^^

if happen anything can tell us...^^

anyway...wish you happy birthday...

hope that next year we still can help you celebrate birthday...

celebrate till the end...

brother&friendship forever...

怎么一直发生又再发生。。。。。。。。

这次又是我的错了吗。。。？？？

如果是。。。那我可以道歉。。。。。。。

如果我们真的没有把你当好朋友。。。把你当普通朋友的话。。。

我们倒可以骗你。。。不告诉你。。。

但我们有吗。。。？？我们还会告诉你我们在干嘛。。。

如果有误会我们可以说清楚。。。把它化解。。。

也许你生气是对的。。。可能我们给你的感觉就像我们什么都没告诉你。。。

或最后一分钟才告诉你。。。但有时我们真的是临时做的决定。。。

所以我们才会最后一分钟才告诉你。。。

我只是觉得如果我和女朋友出去。。。有需要通知所有人吗。。。？？？

如果大家问起。。。我们就会说我们去哪里。。。

不会特别瞒着大家不让大家知道我们去哪里。。。要干嘛。。。

我们只是不会刻意去告诉别人我们要去哪里。。。

因为我觉得着这样很“平常”吧。。。

但可能对你而言就觉得我们在瞒着你。。。

也许我也有不对。。。真的应该告诉你。。。

我真的不想我们好朋友的感情就这样变了。。。

如果我真的把你当我的普通朋友的话。。。我倒可以不管你的想法。。。

但我有吗。。。？？我真的在意你的想法。。

因为我真的把你当我的好朋友了。。。

just watched this movie today...

but a bit disappointed...

not up to my expectation...sigh~

keep waiting this movie for long time already...

but actually still ok...

not that bad...

everybody saids 3D nicer than normal one...

so i think everyone if wish to watch this movie...

can watch 3D version...is better i think...

which is english for mass communication...

shit...it's suckssss....

damn hard....

i don't know the question at all...

not even enough time to finish all part...

sucksss....

what a good paper...

hope god bless me...

don't wish to resit...

i want pass....!!

please...~~~

D4 friendship forever...!!

mr yap saubin....our drawing 2 tutor...he's good...^^

busy for 3 months...

finally this sem had end~

waiting for final exam now...

actually there's a lot of things happened during this sem...

but now everything had end...~

hope next sem can be better...~

hope everyone can do well in final~

D4 we can do it...!

终于可以比较轻松了。。。

现在就只是在等着大考了。。。～

希望这个学期我所有的功课都能顺利过关。。。

但这个学期我所有的功课真的很烂。。。

分数也不会很高。。。真的有点失望。。。而且还蛮担心的。。。

今天和朋友讨论到另一个朋友的生日时。。。

害到我们差一点吵架了。。。真的有必要弄到那么严重吗。。。？？

我真的不明白。。。

为什么感觉所有的人都在怪我。。。说的是我的错。。。

真的很讨厌这种感觉。。。就因为上次的事吗。。。？？？

我每次都尽力在维持大家朋友的关系。。。

我也不想弄到大家不爽。。。不开心。。。

但我这个“中间人”真的太难做了吧。。。

有谁能够了解中间人。。。

我不主动。。。是我的错。。。

我不告诉别人我的想法。。。也是我的错。。。

我没把别人的想法转告给另一个人知道。。。也是我的错。。。

总之我做什么都是我的错。。。

我已经很累了。。。不会当中间人了。。。

今天还差一点吵架了。。。但我都尽量在控制自己的情绪。。。

尽量不要吵架。。。因为我真的不想我们好朋友的关系就这样变了。。。

我做的所有也只是想维持大家好朋友的关系。。。

有错吗。。。？？有问题吗。。。？？

那为什么大家还是把责任推向我呢。。。？？

有谁能了解我。。。？？

our poster design...

this whole month everyday night i can't sleep early...

just to rush for my assignments...

finally...today i had passed up my x-game poster...

feel relax a bit already...because left last assignment already...

now only have to rush for my final last assignment..

which is drawing...everything will be pass up on this coming friday....

by the way...today suddenly saw my typography poster mark...

feel a bit dissapointed...because i just got 65 marks....

this assignment i really put a lot of effort...but only got 65...quite dissapointed...

but luckily teacher told us our class everybody had passed for this assignment...

i hope my others assignments&exercise can help me pull up my marks for this subject...

anyway...recently i'm not that happy...

because one of my best friend recently don't know what happened to him...

feel sad...moody...

i'm really feel that myself are useless...can't help him at all...sorry...

hope he will be fine soon...

still have 2 more days...all our assignments will pass up...

so cheer up everyone...we can do it...!!we can pass for all the subject...!!

今天突然在一个朋友的部落格里听到了这首很久以前的歌。。。

就是宇恒的”深呼吸“。。。

以前我是多么喜欢这首歌啊。。。

不管是旋律还是歌词都深深感动了我～真的很感动。。。

今天听到这首歌。。。突然有种感触。。。想哭的感觉。。～

到底是为什么呢。。。？？怎么了呢。。。？？

最近心情很乱。。。～很复杂～也不知道怎么了。。。

听了这首歌。。。心情更是一片空白～脑袋也是～只是一直在留意歌词的内容。。。

突然很想念我的嫲嫲～我真的很想念你～

我已经很久没看到你了。。。虽然你离开我们已经有6年了。。。

但我时时刻刻都在想念你。。。突然我也发觉我真的很少你的照片。。。

我也很少和你合照。。。真的好后悔。。。

可能因为最近真的压力很大吧。。。所以特别想念你。。。

每次当我在想念时。。。无法控制的泪水就会从眼眶里落下。。。

真的很想和你谈心事。。。

我。。。。真的很。。。。。。。。。累了。。。

我真的很想和你说。。。嫲嫲。。。我真的很想念你～i miss you so much...

i'm making a WRONG decision...

i shouldn't take Graphic Design at the 1st~

i'm so regrets now...fully regrets...= =

how can i made this BIG mistake...??

i'm not suppose to be here...

i'm not suitable in this course....

i don't have a good drawing skills...

i have no idea to design everythings...

that why i'm always feel that i'm so useless~can't do everything well...

i'm really suffer in this sem...fed up with my life~

i'm so stress now...!!i'm really tired with my life already....

i want back my normal life...

now i'm worry about my typo...

if i fail this subject...i think i wil quit this "game"...

actually...i'm keep asking myself...

why i'm here...???????

everyday night i can't sleep...

everyday i sleep at morning time...

sometimes even no sleep straight go to college...

im really tired with my life now...~

damn fed up already...

why my life will become like this...??

can i change...??

i'm not a human anymore~...

as my friends saids~i'm getting thinner and thinner...~

my face getting older and older~sigh~why...??

i don't wan to be like this...

i become like that just because of rushing assignments~

especially TYPOGRAPHY...!!!damn a lot of works need to do...!!

i hate typo~i think no ones like this subject...~

can stop a while...???

everyday also assignments...!!!

i almost crazy because of doing assignments...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

every night i can't sleep...

every night sleep at 4 or 5 something...

then the next day have to go for class...!!!

i really hate to attend class now...

because i know everytime i attend class...

teacher sure will give new assignments...!!!

damn~

anyway...

i hate typography this subject...!!!

shit~

waste my money...waste my time...waste my ink...and waste my paper....

the 1st assignment i had draw 7 times...!!!keep re-do and re-do...!!!shit~

now 2nd n 3rd assignments oso coming already...~!!!!

someone please help me...

i really need some help and relax...~

frienship forever...

me and birthday girl...teera^^

today we went to sushi king celebrated teera's birthday....

even there's only few of us...

but we also feel so happy and enjoy...

but my best friend jeffrey sometimes just quiet there...

maybe because he feel tired...that's why he keep quiet...

sometimes really worried about him...sigh~

but really hope he nothing...

anyway...

even teera's birthday had passed....

but also wish you a very happy birthday...

must be happy always...

take care yourself...

don't think all those unhappy things already...

even i know recently our class happened somethings...

but don't think already...

just be happy...

what is friends...???

why we need friends...???

recently our class happened something...

our friends relationship had changed...

i also don't wish this to happened...

but.......

maybe between all of us got misunderstand...??or what...??

i don't know...

i only know is our relationship not that good as last time already...

we don't have a large gang just like last time...

we don't have so many topic to talk not like last time...

now everyday we also seperated...

sigh~why this will happened...??

hope our relationship can turn back to normal...

since we still have 1 more year to go....